The Many Lives of Cedric Cicada

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Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Where Trains Were


This past Christmas, I received a couple of books by David Plowden, my favorite photographer.  As I was looking through them, an idea for a series of photographs came to mind: photographs of places where trains were, but aren't any more.  As I mentioned earlier in this blog, I like abandoned structures and the stories they tell, and this is along the same lines.  Also, it's a lot easier to find places that don't have trains any more than to find places that have trains when the trains are there!  In the spirit of David Plowden, all photographs in this series are black and white.  The entire series can be found here:
http://www.pbase.com/interrobang/where_trains_were

Another dulcimer lesson, and a general discussion of this blog

At work, I've gotten into the habit of writing about what I'm doing, using Microsoft OneNote.  I've found that to be quite helpful, partly as a way of keeping track of what I've done and what I'm planning to do, but mainly just as a way of thinking out loud.  Sort of like talking to myself without disturbing my co-workers.  So I think I'm going to try to post more here, as a way to process things that happen to me, and think about what I'm going to do about them.  It doesn't really matter that nobody will read this.  That's not the purpose.

A very interesting dulcimer lesson tonight.  A couple of lessons ago, Tina asked me to pick out an up-tempo song to work on.  I chose a medley of two reels from Maggie Sansone's Mist and Stone book, "Bag of Spuds" and "Soldier's Return".  I've been playing those reels for years, possibly since the time of my first dulcimer.  But I play them very loudly and heavily, straining to put emphasis on every beat, and putting in the chords that were in the book, even though there wasn't really enough time for them.  At least not for me to put them in.  First, Tina had me drop the chords.  Then, we worked for a long time on opening the tune.  That is, instead of pounding every beat, only the first and third beats of each measure should be emphasized.  That gives enough time to shape the phrasing.  It's hard to change the way I think of the song, though.  I'm so used to playing BUM-da-BUM-da throughout that switching to BUM-dun-Dun-dun-BUM-dun-Dun-dun is very hard.  We were just working on the first couple of phrases, maybe eight measures.  Suddenly, I played it correctly.  The difference in feeling was remarkable!  I had been fighting the song for years, and I wasn't fighting it any more!  I'm not going to be able to play the song musically at tempo for a good while yet, but I can (I hope) remember what that felt like and try to get back there.

Another issue I'm struggling with is going to be a lot harder to conquer, I'm afraid.  Last Saturday was a group lesson at Tiina's house.  I tried to play Knocknagow Jig (also from Mist & Stone).  I started shaking, and I absolutely could not recover.  I had no idea where I was in the song, and no idea what note came next.  Since I want to be able to perform for people, this is seriously crippling.  The solution is to know the piece you're playing very well, and to breathe.  Breathing is the main thing.  But this is a vicious circle.  Being afraid that it will happen is going to make it more likely to happen.


Thursday, November 24, 2011

Fallen Tree, Lake Linnea

I've been thinking about getting back into more black and white photography lately. The last time I was at Camp Crowell/Hilaka, I took one photograph intending to convert it to B&W. Here it is:


I am pleased with this shot, but I'm a lot more pleased with it as I see it in Photoshop. The problem is the trees in the distance. On the web, most of the detail in the shadows is gone. In Photoshop, it's there. This is bugging the heck out of me. There's got to be a way to get all the detail I see in Photoshop to be visible on the web, or, there's got to be a way to compensate so I can keep my shadow detail from blocking up like this.

Friday, July 24, 2009

Dulcimer lesson, 7/21/09

In response to an E-mail from Cindy, I wrote this description of my most recent lesson. I copied Tina on it, since I thought she might like to read it too.


I had my most recent lesson with Tina Tuesday evening. I thought it was an excellent lesson. We've been focusing on two main things: exercises and Ash Grove.

The main exercise is the one she calls the "walking exercise". You start on the main D, below the middle of the dulcimer on the right side of the treble bridge. Play that note very quietly with the right hand, then play the next note up (E) with your left hand a bit louder, and so on up the right side of the treble bridge until you get to E an octave and a note higher than you started. Then you come back down, getting quieter again until you're back to the original D as softly as you can play it. Then you start up again, but use only your right hand. After you get back down, you do both hands again, and then do your left hand.

Last lesson, she introduced an excercise for jig rhythms. It's very simple. Pick a string and play with your right hand on one side of the treble bridge and your left hand on the other side. Just alternate hands, but play in an exaggerated 6/8 time. LOUD quiet quiet LOUD quiet quiet. But the LOUDs alternate hands, of course. It sounds easy, but it's not!

This lesson, she introduced an exercise she invented that she calls "arepeggio scale". It starts at a low G on the bass bridge, played with the right hand. Then, staying on the bass bridge, play B and D, and then play G on the treble bridge with the left. Again, you start quietly and build up to as loud as possible. The next time through, you play B-D-G-A, and then B-D-G-B, and continue that way until the top note has gotten all the way up the G scale. Then you come back down. In addition to keeping good tone (which I'll talk about in a moment), this exercise also works to relax your whole body. You end up swaying from side to side, hopefully very relaxed. The relaxation and flow of your body flows directly into the music you are playing.

You can do this exercise starting with the left hand as well. In that case, instead of playing the D on the bass bridge, you play it on the treble bridge, as you'd expect. But you are playing thetop notes with your right hand, and after you've worked your way up to C, you have to cross to the left side of the treble bridge to get the D with your right hand. That brings body movement even more into the picture.

Tina is very much into dynamics. Even a begnning dulcimer player can do a lot with dynamics. The challenge I'm working on now is to play loudly but maintain good tone. If I force the hammers down, I get loud, all right, but my tone gets bad. It's sounds like a "whack", Tina says, and I can definitely hear it. Tina is trying to get me to just let the hammer fall as it wants to. Volume is controlled by how high the hammer is before the downstroke. In the arpeggio exercise, she is trying to get me to raise the hammers as high as I can -- even up to the level of my nose!

A corollary of this is that after you play a note, the hammer should be very close to the strings. The softest notes are then played by letting the hammer fall a quarter of an inch. She saw that my "neutral position", as she called it, was about two inches above the strings. That would make it very difficult to play softly, since you have to control the descent of the hammer from high instead of just letting it fall from low.

At one point, I said that hammers can be raised by fingers, wrists or elbows, and that I am struggling to find my balance among them. I asked how much of each she uses. She said she uses wrists and elbows exclusively, and leads with the wrists. I said that's exactly opposite of the way Karen plays, and Tina said she could tell from the recordings Karen sent her.

This discussion of wrists and elbows leads into the most challenging thing Tina is trying to teach me (at least, I think it is). She is trying to get me to draw the notes out of the dulcimer. This is a technique that tympani players use. After the hammer strikes the strings, it should feel as though you are pulling a thread up along with it. The elbow moves up, but the wrist sort of comes along reluctantly. It seems strange that a technique that is used after the note is played should matter, but it makes a very big difference. At one point, she had me doing the walking exercise and focusing on this technique. When I played one note near the top of the run, she said "Good!" I replied, "That felt good!" That one note just felt right when I played it. It was almost perfectly effortless.

I'm struggling with posture. I tend to stand a bit too far away from the dulcimer, and end up leaning forward slightly as I play. I should stand straight, but with my knees unlocked and my feet spread shoulder-width apart. Tina wants to me to move in so that when I hold my hammers over the middle of the dulcimer, my elbows are in line with the side seams of my pants. But when I do that, it feels that the low notes are too close to my body.

Tina also thought that my stand might be sticking out too far in front of my dulcimer. I have a scissors stand that holds the dulcimer too high and too flat for my taste. So, I cut the strings holding the front and back pieces and replaced them with longer ones. My dulcimer rests on the back point and on the strings about six inches back from the front pieces of the stand. When she plays my dulcimer, they don't actually get in her way, but she knows they're there, and she doesn't feel quite as free to move as she likes to be. She thinks that may affect me, too. I'm going to pull out my old, heavy, unbelievably ugly homemade adjustable stand and see if I can find a better position using it.

The only song we've been working on has been Ash Grove. I told you about the first time I played it for her, with the embellishments I had put in but almost no dynamics. She had me focus solely on the melody, and putting all my creativity into the dynamics of the piece. In my last lesson two weeks ago, she told me to start putting some chords back into it, and assigned me to come back and "blow her socks off" with Ash Grove. I hadn't practiced nearly as much as I should, so I didn't feel ready to really impress her, but I put a bit of fanciness into it, and she said it was definitely improving.

At one point a week or so ago, I started playing around with Lord of the Dance. I found that I was leaving most of the melody to the left hand and using the right almost exclusively for harmony. I hadn't planned it; it just ended up that way. I demonstrated a little bit, but I hadn't played that song since then. She said it wasn't really true hand separation that I was doing. Then, she gave me yet another exercise to work on a lead pattern for 4/4 songs. This is the simplest one yet, just picking a lead hand and playing on the beats loudly with one hand and softly on the half-beats with the other hand: RlRlRlRl. Then, leave out the other hand on beats one and three: R RlR Rl . (Those are small Ls.) Then, she told me to work on Lord of the Dance, but only the melody, and keeping to whichever lead pattern I choose, so that one hand is always used to play on the beats and the other is played on the half-beat when necessary.


Tina replied:

Rob-how nice to read such a thorough description of the things we've been working on. Mostly you're spot on, but there is one important thing you missed in the lead pattern exercise I gave you--only the strong beats-1 & 3-are played with big upstrokes and everything around it is de-emphasized. This means that if you have a measure of 8 eighth notes, only two of them are strong. This helps the music have more space-kind of like the difference between a rabbit hopping and a dolphin arcing out of the water of over and over. The rabbit hops quickly with not much space between hops, the dolphin clears some air. This feeling of space is a big part of playing music effectively, in my opinion. Here's my re-write of what you had: Rlrl Rlrl or BIG tiny tiny tiny BIG tiny tiny tiny. The counting is just ONE and 2 and THREE and 4 and. The second one is R, rl R, rl or BIG tiny tiny Big tiny tiny, counting ONE, two and THREE four and. The BIG and tiny refer to how high you're lifting your hammer.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Train chasing in West Virginia


It's been ages since I've done anything on this blog. For some reason, I decided to try to catch up.


In mid-April, Tom Tallant, Jay Bronc and I spent a long weekend chasing trains in West Virginia. It was a lot of fun. Trainchasing in WV is different than it is along the main lines of Ohio and Pennsylvania. There's not many trains, but because of the mountains and curves, they don't move very fast. So, you can chase trains. You set up for a picture, jump in the car, pass the train, and set up at another spot a few miles away.

Photographs from the trip can be found at:
http://www.pbase.com/interrobang/west_virginia
At the time of this writing, there are four finished photographs and a subgallery containing resized but otherwise unedited versions of all 328 photos I took on the trip.



Saturday, December 6, 2008

Photo: Grain Bins

During a lull between trains in Alliance, I wandered around looking for other things to photograph. There are a couple of grain bins next to a bridge over the tracks.

Photo: White Building

For some reason, abandoned buildings have always attracted me. They seem to have stories to tell. They're sad stories, but I am compelled to listen.

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